Yesterday, I had a teaching session interview (for an Adjunct Professor position) that I think I nailed. This morning, I woke up before my alarm with Sia screaming I’m Alive in my head. Here’s Alive by Sia, the song in my head right now.
Yesterday, I had a teaching session interview (for an Adjunct Professor position) that I think I nailed. This morning, I woke up before my alarm with Sia screaming I’m Alive in my head. Here’s Alive by Sia.
Sia — Alive (Official Video)
I don’t feel like I have a mountain of task to complete, but the stress has already started my morning with a headache.
I can’t think of all the things I have to do without a headache starting. This morning, it hit me like a sucker punch.
It’s not that I feel like I have too many things to do. It’s that I just feel like I don’t have the bandwidth to finish — or even begin — most of the tasks. I just don’t get it. I don’t have a job. I don’t have a boss who’s persistently writing me about deadlines and things like that.
How is it possible to feel so stressed out with what seems like so few obligations? What am I missing here?
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I want to ask the VA for a second CPAP machine for downstairs. I won’t, but I want to.
I want to ask the VA for a second CPAP machine to keep by the living room couch.
What’s the worst that could happen? They say no and ask if I’m serious and how therapy is going.
I don’t know. Can’t really hurt anything to ask.